i live in a house with closed windows. The sun never comes inside, neither does the moonlight. I spend my days in the darkness. I have never seen darkness like this before. It devours air around me, it doesn’t let me breathe. I can feel his weight on my chest, i can sense his breath in my ear. He is here to make me safe, but he doesn’t come to save at all. How can I be again, if judgement i get for all true me, is something that no person could bear.